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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
im still trying to think of what to do to fill up this space
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♔empty♔
im still trying to think of what to do to fill up this space
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I now have a place i can call home, at least that is the best i can have over here at the moment.



after a long long long long hiatus, i'm back to blogging. It seems like i only bother to blog when i'm in sydney for some reason, probably boredom. or maybe cuz in singapore, nothing interesting happens too often n i'm easily in touch w my friends so blogging seems quite redundant n foolish
aye. i'm back in sydney once again. 22nd feb i touched down n arrived at my apartment to find it in a dingy dirty messy state, i was so devastated! after moving alll my things from abby's room to my place, n then up 3 flights of narrow winding stairs, to my new empty room, i felt so LOST! n depressed n lonely all of a sudden. BUT! i got myself together n then started packing n setting up my new room n things r going really well now! i have decided NOT to unpack everything cuz its just too much of a hassle. i'll just live with it like this n erm unpack those things i need when i rly rly need them.. cuz i have one more huge suitcase that i have left untouched.. my winter coats n clothes mostly.. so yes.. i'll unpack in winter la! can right?
SO.....im in a 4 bedroom apartment in SUV now, housemates Hazel, Nanako and Grace. we had a MASSIVE spring cleaning last night, resurrected our kitchen n living room from its dead and stale n mouldy state =) i'm proud of us. so so proud.
now it looks somewhat like a home =)
got my new iphone! love it love it love it.
anyway, here are some pictures!

my new window view

my messy room that i'm gonna clear up a bit after i finish blogging

messy table that i have yet to tidy up/can't rly b bothered to
OOOH n i forgot to say! i went to this 2nd hand shop which was having some demolishing sale n got these precious! there were such a steal!!

vanilla aroma difusion thing.. v good! my room smells like vanilla now =)
that was selling 3 bottles for $25! i bought 2 vanilla n 1 rose scented ones (:
this v v pretty vintage box caught my eye immediately. n it was only $15 !! i love how the edges r chipped slightly n i like the idea that this thing had a past (sort of).. yea n i can use it to keep my hairbands so they dun get crushed! or cameras or bra or like, whatever i want to keep in it for that matter..

D gave me this b4 i left at the airport! what a huge huge lolly! i am gonna do a rainbow lolly challenge one day in the near future n i will eat just that lolly for the whole day n see how long i take to finish it LOL!
CNY is almost over now and i can't believe i'm gg back to sydney in less than a week!!
today was such a busy day, first i met up w zhuting to bake robin's bday cake.. what ambitious ppl we are, trying to bake him a mango mousse cake! it was disastrous at first... but we improvised and made it work! haha thank goodness the final product looks quite awesome! ppl don't have to know the process of making it. LOL! as long as it looks good and tastes alright. =)
then xinni n mabz came over to chill n thats rly all we did! entertain ourselves on youtube and eat eat eat ? LOL
n then went to my aunt's place to have dinner... what a sumptous dinner indeed! i'm so so bloated now hahaha everytime we go over to her house its like an 8-course dinner! XP
a beautiful surprise
Mon Cheri
beeen a long while!! haven't bothered to update much since nothing reallly exciting has happened and some stuff i don't have to post haha
2 days ago met up w fj around noon to shop for rob's bday present n then left to meet val n then met w rob n D in the evening!! what a long long day it was, and i spent most of the time WALKING!!! shopped till i was tired literally hahaha luckily i didn't anhow buy stuff!! and i awoke the next morning to sore and aching legs!
i cant believe i only have 2 weeks till i fly back to sydney! i feel like i still have a lot of time but its not the case apparently. time to make the most of the time i have left! =)
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Sunday, February 28, 2010 ( 8:54 PM )
I now have a place i can call home, at least that is the best i can have over here at the moment.
it was a really painful process, the cleaning, the vaccuuming, which involved fixing up the vaccuum cleaner first.. haha and yes!!! i m rly v happy that the apartment is nice n neat n clean now! n fit for humans to live in comfortably! the carpet changed from greying-blue to dark-blue after we vaccuumed the layer of dust encrusted on it ! im SERIOUS.
Living room with erm, our laundry hung out t dry
thats our little dining table which we have to clear up a bit
welcome to my humble abode
the house has been transformed. n i m happy. tmr school officially starts. Its the last day of summer today, and i m glad i spent it the way the last day of holiday should be, slack n lazy dazy. okie dokie! all ready for the start of a new semester!
btw, its yuan xiao jie today! alyssa actually made tang yuan so lucky me had a bowl of it! =)
Friday, February 26, 2010 ( 6:20 PM )
after a long long long long hiatus, i'm back to blogging. It seems like i only bother to blog when i'm in sydney for some reason, probably boredom. or maybe cuz in singapore, nothing interesting happens too often n i'm easily in touch w my friends so blogging seems quite redundant n foolish
aye. i'm back in sydney once again. 22nd feb i touched down n arrived at my apartment to find it in a dingy dirty messy state, i was so devastated! after moving alll my things from abby's room to my place, n then up 3 flights of narrow winding stairs, to my new empty room, i felt so LOST! n depressed n lonely all of a sudden. BUT! i got myself together n then started packing n setting up my new room n things r going really well now! i have decided NOT to unpack everything cuz its just too much of a hassle. i'll just live with it like this n erm unpack those things i need when i rly rly need them.. cuz i have one more huge suitcase that i have left untouched.. my winter coats n clothes mostly.. so yes.. i'll unpack in winter la! can right?
SO.....im in a 4 bedroom apartment in SUV now, housemates Hazel, Nanako and Grace. we had a MASSIVE spring cleaning last night, resurrected our kitchen n living room from its dead and stale n mouldy state =) i'm proud of us. so so proud.
now it looks somewhat like a home =)
got my new iphone! love it love it love it.
anyway, here are some pictures!
my new window view
my messy room that i'm gonna clear up a bit after i finish blogging
messy table that i have yet to tidy up/can't rly b bothered to
OOOH n i forgot to say! i went to this 2nd hand shop which was having some demolishing sale n got these precious! there were such a steal!!
vanilla aroma difusion thing.. v good! my room smells like vanilla now =)
that was selling 3 bottles for $25! i bought 2 vanilla n 1 rose scented ones (:
D gave me this b4 i left at the airport! what a huge huge lolly! i am gonna do a rainbow lolly challenge one day in the near future n i will eat just that lolly for the whole day n see how long i take to finish it LOL!
missing everyone in singapore!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ( 10:54 PM )
CNY is almost over now and i can't believe i'm gg back to sydney in less than a week!!
today was such a busy day, first i met up w zhuting to bake robin's bday cake.. what ambitious ppl we are, trying to bake him a mango mousse cake! it was disastrous at first... but we improvised and made it work! haha thank goodness the final product looks quite awesome! ppl don't have to know the process of making it. LOL! as long as it looks good and tastes alright. =)
then xinni n mabz came over to chill n thats rly all we did! entertain ourselves on youtube and eat eat eat ? LOL
n then went to my aunt's place to have dinner... what a sumptous dinner indeed! i'm so so bloated now hahaha everytime we go over to her house its like an 8-course dinner! XP

Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ( 2:48 AM )
Mon Cheri
You and me,
We're each other's parody.
As different as the Sun and the Moon,
Beautiful, like flamingos on a blue lagoon.
Like acid scorching naked flesh,
Like ICE; stinging, freezing, burning.
Something fierce taking root in my heart,
Replacing that which had been ripped apart.
Do you know _____ i fell for you?
Can you guess how much i love you?
I LOVE YOU...
Like a rainbow after the thunderstorm,
Like waves gently lapping against the shore.
I'll love you,
Like a bluebird loves its morning melody,
Like the Sun loves basking Earth in its glory.
Like a wild horse loves the open plains,
Like how the Moon loves to wax and wane. (but in the end she's still the same)
I'm going to miss you for a while,
Won't be able to kiss you till i'm done.
Don't you worry 'cause I won't be too far away,
In your heart is where I'll stay.
Don't you fear 'cause you'll be there with me,
On my mind, Mon Cheri.
Saturday, February 6, 2010 ( 7:13 PM )
beeen a long while!! haven't bothered to update much since nothing reallly exciting has happened and some stuff i don't have to post haha
2 days ago met up w fj around noon to shop for rob's bday present n then left to meet val n then met w rob n D in the evening!! what a long long day it was, and i spent most of the time WALKING!!! shopped till i was tired literally hahaha luckily i didn't anhow buy stuff!! and i awoke the next morning to sore and aching legs!
i cant believe i only have 2 weeks till i fly back to sydney! i feel like i still have a lot of time but its not the case apparently. time to make the most of the time i have left! =)
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SCRIBBLINGS
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MY FAVOURITE THINGS
Rise and shine my dear, my darling,
Sunshine through the window, birds are calling.
Awake from your sweet, sweet slumber,
Your day awaits, with many new wonders.
Cactus plants on your windowsill come to life,
Growing with vigour, they greet you with feist.
Fluffy white clouds sail across the sky,
Look up, look out, as love comes cruising by.
Wear a bright coloured top and your favourite scent,
Matched with a smile and your ribbon headband.
Carry with you some laughter in your heart,
For a little joy would bring you some luck.
The aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafts through the air,
Tempting, tantalising, drawing you close unaware.
A soy cappuccino in your left, an old book in your right,
Spend some time with yourself; blow some bubbles, fly a kite.
Sounds of the sea come together like a melody,
Notes played on the piano, a perfect rhapsody.
Dreamy weekend filled with my favourite things,
And peace fluttering by on white dove wings.
Rise and shine my dear, my darling,
Sunshine through the window, birds are calling.
Awake from your sweet, sweet slumber,
Your day awaits, with many new wonders.
Cactus plants on your windowsill come to life,
Growing with vigour, they greet you with feist.
Fluffy white clouds sail across the sky,
Look up, look out, as love comes cruising by.
Wear a bright coloured top and your favourite scent,
Matched with a smile and your ribbon headband.
Carry with you some laughter in your heart,
For a little joy would bring you some luck.
The aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafts through the air,
Tempting, tantalising, drawing you close unaware.
A soy cappuccino in your left, an old book in your right,
Spend some time with yourself; blow some bubbles, fly a kite.
Sounds of the sea come together like a melody,
Notes played on the piano, a perfect rhapsody.
Dreamy weekend filled with my favourite things,
And peace fluttering by on white dove wings.
MOON
A pearl glowing luminous in the dark.
Beautiful. Tragically lonesome.
Tear drops glistening as i looked up.
Tragic. Lonesomely beautiful.
Disco ball spinning amidst parties of stars,
Glitzy, smoky, mysteriously enchanting.
Spotlight glaring down on an empty stage,
Naked, forsaken, enchantingly mysterious.
Outside my window, the night sky loomed.
Inky, somber, ominous, enigmatic.
DARK.
Dark against the pearl, my tears, disco ball, spotlight.
As i lust after the pearl so coveted,
I brush away tears undiscovered.
Drifting along under flashes of the disco ball,
I'm shrinking away from the spotlight where i used to belong.
My moon, so bright, perfectly round tonight.
My heart, heavy. Filled with thoughts of you inside.
Your heart, so light, perfectly sound this night.
Your moon, my moon. Our moon.
Your heart, is now her heart. Sweethearts.
My moon. I'll moon. Over you tonight.
my little tribute to the full moon tonight n the mysteries it brings. for what power the quiet night has, that tugs on heart strings, stirring emotions and letting loose inspiration.
MISSION P.C.
“Sssh!” The coast is clear! Sam and Joyce, heartbeats thumping with excitement, miniature drums beating furiously against their chests, hid behind the door of the room. Yet in the background of the heavy rhythm of the drums, there was the hint of laughter, a giggle perhaps, faintly chiming in the midst of all the commotion.
They were on an important mission. Top secret and highly classified. Stealth, speed and skill were the key factors. They had to initiate the machine- technical expertise was called for. Grasped tightly in their fists were the precious artefacts, which they could not afford to forget.
The matriarch had left the premises about 5 minutes ago and the girls had got into their positions without much haste. Silence filled the room, with the exception of that incessant drumbeat and the imperceptible flitter of glee. The curtains were left undrawn, blocking out much of the sunshine from the outside world. In the dim-lit room, the musky smell wafted by each time they inhaled. It smelt of old lacquered wood mixed with that distinctive smell of fresh paper, dappled with a pinch of a metallic scent- ink, they gathered. The machine sat solemnly at the other corner of the room, enticing, anticipating the girls’ next move. So calm and composed it seemed, patiently waiting for something to happen, like the calm before the storm.
The time for action had come. There was to be no delay. They had to get to the machine, activate it, fulfill their task and retreat, leaving no clues behind of their presence, all before the matriarch returned.
“On the count of 3! 1… 2… 3!” Joyce scurried over to the corner of the room, taking cover behind the machine as Sam followed behind, light-footed and nimble, after shutting the door behind her quietly and deftly turning the lock. Nobody had seen them. Good. For how dangerous and risky this was, with the door being slightly translucent. They had succeeded in securing the room. Now all they had to do was to complete their task and retreat.
The drumbeats faded slowly. Having done this before, Joyce took the lead, guiding and instructing Sam as she went along, activating the machine. With the push of a few specific buttons, a green light blinked on and the machine whirred to life. A cheeky grin smirked on their faces, still balled up in their fists were the artefacts. The giggle in the background began to grow louder, their hearts lighter.
Joyce gingerly lifted the lid of the machine, delicately placing the artefact from her hand onto the glistening panel, smoothening it out. She had to make sure the artefact was placed exactly within the specified margins or the plan would not work. After double-checking that everything was in place, she shut the lid with silent confidence. Sam stood close, observing carefully and learning the procedure for it would be her turn next. With a steady finality to it all, Joyce then pushed the big green button. The machine beeped and started to move, scanning the artefact across from one end to the other. Then, with a sudden burst of energy, it began to chug. Slowly at first, then picking up speed, its rhythm most peculiarly irregular yet hypnotic.
The giggle rose up like a bubble and broke as Joyce gave a little quip. It looks like her task was almost completed! Just as abruptly as it started, the chugging stopped and the machine gave out a loud beep, announcing that its job had been done. Breaking into a smile, lips curling upwards to reveal her teeth, Joyce reached out for the document that slid out onto the tray. As she laid her eyes on the result of her meticulous planning, rumbling laughter erupted from her little body as she held it up proudly with both hands, displaying it for Sam to see. Sam doubled over, clutching her stomach. She could hardly believe what she saw. It was like magic! Sam could not help but join in the throes of uncontrollable laughter and celebration of her sister’s success.
There, imprinted on the stark white sheet of paper, was the unmistakable, most humouring thing of all- the perfect print of her favourite snoopy panties!
Joyce and Sam laughed until tears began to form in their eyes as they repeated the process, Sam enthusiastically trying out her first shot at this.
Then came the screeching of the main gate and the grumble of the matriarch vehicle. She had returned. Each holding about 2-3 copies of warm and crisply printed paper in their hands, Sam and Joyce quickly snatched up their prized possessions and “certificates of achievements”, flipped the power switch to OFF, putting the machine back to sleep and dashed out of the study room. In a flash of motions, they quickly stashed the evidence in the secret compartment in their closet and rushed to the living room, plopped themselves on the sofa, turned on the television and acted like they had been watching Powerpuff Girls this whole time.
Still giggling intermittently at the outrageous adventure they just had, it was perfect timing as the main door clicked open and in stepped the matriarch. “Hi, Mom!” Both girls called in that coyly sweet voice of theirs, plastered on their faces were the “ innocent-puppy-eyed” expressions.
With a nod of approval, their mummy dearest carried her bag of groceries to the kitchen and Sam and Joyce let loose their infectious but final bout of laughter. With a high-five to seal the deal, there was nothing more exhilarating and satisfying than a task well planned and executed. What more was there to say, other than- MISSION PANTY-COPY ACCOMPLISHED!
A pearl glowing luminous in the dark.
Beautiful. Tragically lonesome.
Tear drops glistening as i looked up.
Tragic. Lonesomely beautiful.
Disco ball spinning amidst parties of stars,
Glitzy, smoky, mysteriously enchanting.
Spotlight glaring down on an empty stage,
Naked, forsaken, enchantingly mysterious.
Outside my window, the night sky loomed.
Inky, somber, ominous, enigmatic.
DARK.
Dark against the pearl, my tears, disco ball, spotlight.
As i lust after the pearl so coveted,
I brush away tears undiscovered.
Drifting along under flashes of the disco ball,
I'm shrinking away from the spotlight where i used to belong.
My moon, so bright, perfectly round tonight.
My heart, heavy. Filled with thoughts of you inside.
Your heart, so light, perfectly sound this night.
Your moon, my moon. Our moon.
Your heart, is now her heart. Sweethearts.
My moon. I'll moon. Over you tonight.
my little tribute to the full moon tonight n the mysteries it brings. for what power the quiet night has, that tugs on heart strings, stirring emotions and letting loose inspiration.
MISSION P.C.
“Sssh!” The coast is clear! Sam and Joyce, heartbeats thumping with excitement, miniature drums beating furiously against their chests, hid behind the door of the room. Yet in the background of the heavy rhythm of the drums, there was the hint of laughter, a giggle perhaps, faintly chiming in the midst of all the commotion.
They were on an important mission. Top secret and highly classified. Stealth, speed and skill were the key factors. They had to initiate the machine- technical expertise was called for. Grasped tightly in their fists were the precious artefacts, which they could not afford to forget.
The matriarch had left the premises about 5 minutes ago and the girls had got into their positions without much haste. Silence filled the room, with the exception of that incessant drumbeat and the imperceptible flitter of glee. The curtains were left undrawn, blocking out much of the sunshine from the outside world. In the dim-lit room, the musky smell wafted by each time they inhaled. It smelt of old lacquered wood mixed with that distinctive smell of fresh paper, dappled with a pinch of a metallic scent- ink, they gathered. The machine sat solemnly at the other corner of the room, enticing, anticipating the girls’ next move. So calm and composed it seemed, patiently waiting for something to happen, like the calm before the storm.
The time for action had come. There was to be no delay. They had to get to the machine, activate it, fulfill their task and retreat, leaving no clues behind of their presence, all before the matriarch returned.
“On the count of 3! 1… 2… 3!” Joyce scurried over to the corner of the room, taking cover behind the machine as Sam followed behind, light-footed and nimble, after shutting the door behind her quietly and deftly turning the lock. Nobody had seen them. Good. For how dangerous and risky this was, with the door being slightly translucent. They had succeeded in securing the room. Now all they had to do was to complete their task and retreat.
The drumbeats faded slowly. Having done this before, Joyce took the lead, guiding and instructing Sam as she went along, activating the machine. With the push of a few specific buttons, a green light blinked on and the machine whirred to life. A cheeky grin smirked on their faces, still balled up in their fists were the artefacts. The giggle in the background began to grow louder, their hearts lighter.
Joyce gingerly lifted the lid of the machine, delicately placing the artefact from her hand onto the glistening panel, smoothening it out. She had to make sure the artefact was placed exactly within the specified margins or the plan would not work. After double-checking that everything was in place, she shut the lid with silent confidence. Sam stood close, observing carefully and learning the procedure for it would be her turn next. With a steady finality to it all, Joyce then pushed the big green button. The machine beeped and started to move, scanning the artefact across from one end to the other. Then, with a sudden burst of energy, it began to chug. Slowly at first, then picking up speed, its rhythm most peculiarly irregular yet hypnotic.
The giggle rose up like a bubble and broke as Joyce gave a little quip. It looks like her task was almost completed! Just as abruptly as it started, the chugging stopped and the machine gave out a loud beep, announcing that its job had been done. Breaking into a smile, lips curling upwards to reveal her teeth, Joyce reached out for the document that slid out onto the tray. As she laid her eyes on the result of her meticulous planning, rumbling laughter erupted from her little body as she held it up proudly with both hands, displaying it for Sam to see. Sam doubled over, clutching her stomach. She could hardly believe what she saw. It was like magic! Sam could not help but join in the throes of uncontrollable laughter and celebration of her sister’s success.
There, imprinted on the stark white sheet of paper, was the unmistakable, most humouring thing of all- the perfect print of her favourite snoopy panties!
Joyce and Sam laughed until tears began to form in their eyes as they repeated the process, Sam enthusiastically trying out her first shot at this.
Then came the screeching of the main gate and the grumble of the matriarch vehicle. She had returned. Each holding about 2-3 copies of warm and crisply printed paper in their hands, Sam and Joyce quickly snatched up their prized possessions and “certificates of achievements”, flipped the power switch to OFF, putting the machine back to sleep and dashed out of the study room. In a flash of motions, they quickly stashed the evidence in the secret compartment in their closet and rushed to the living room, plopped themselves on the sofa, turned on the television and acted like they had been watching Powerpuff Girls this whole time.
Still giggling intermittently at the outrageous adventure they just had, it was perfect timing as the main door clicked open and in stepped the matriarch. “Hi, Mom!” Both girls called in that coyly sweet voice of theirs, plastered on their faces were the “ innocent-puppy-eyed” expressions.
With a nod of approval, their mummy dearest carried her bag of groceries to the kitchen and Sam and Joyce let loose their infectious but final bout of laughter. With a high-five to seal the deal, there was nothing more exhilarating and satisfying than a task well planned and executed. What more was there to say, other than- MISSION PANTY-COPY ACCOMPLISHED!